Showing posts with label acceptance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label acceptance. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Long Division: Strains Of One


Dainty figurines, collide-expand
Upon the altar, knotted-stained
For which they stand; warped and dated
Like the mores buried, still, straining to inhale
Knee-deep down, beside, within—
The Laundering of time pronounced, for without
Borrowed—procured ceramic, forgone—
As it is with the stuttering of art, from in,
Unknown qualities emerge, myths and absolutions
Laying bare before the mantles, and within
All illumine beneath each face it makes appear.

        Strength bemoans the martyr, as the power of fear, is concealed within each face before you here—those of strangers and Judases alike—whose stones are visibly clear, not in hand but in the discoloration within each their eyes”

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Disheveled Ignorance


Lines blur as energies emancipate,
Time becomes just an artifact clinging to the nail,
While we are all made of flesh and red is the
Color of blood, the hand of the present hour darkens the premise that commingles with the air…

Mankind is blue on the inside…

Stereotypes distort the freedom our forefathers so selflessly fought for…

Castes depress the potential from perhaps the most brilliant of minds… but never mind…do not be concerned, with that does not defect you….keep on blinking…as innocence is belied…forced to till the fields at dawn…until sweat merges with the blood of the never spawned…

Platelets…meshing in skewered coercion
Marrow…corroding reality, separating the sinew from the bones broken during a midday matinee…in dream…we flail

Yet we are capable of so much more…more than shaking ourselves clean and clear…we are leagues better than those that witness the warped branches of the abhorred…perhaps even smiling as we avert our eyes

And then from those trees, where no leaf shall ever grow again, we may sigh…wondering where the breath begins…

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

The Burden of an Oracle




The forecast’s often are birthed in unwanted severity—
The pictures that forever play upon the never-ending reel within my mind are images no man should ever bear—it is a depicted reality that you truly believe could not play out any worse

And yet it does open the door for future suffering—the exciting looks upon those who dare me cast deep into their pools, to fish out hope in a sea of undeserving possibility—only to watch all sentiment of reason for being to deflate instantaneously to my very words—somehow ousts the depravity of the vision’s themselves

I’m truly sorry, I really am
perhaps I could lie; perhaps such untruths would be both merciful and generous—I suppose packaging the ugly realities with pretty bows and exaggerations, could do a service—

Seeing the future churns the stomach weaker, as each image
takes you into another’s soul—where forced you are, to watch, to understand, how an individual’s fate unfolds—you are left then, being only able to report the consequence and never able to change
the facet’s or the facts. I am powerless in all regards, yet, to some,
I’m lauded as if I’m some type of God—

Mankind so very wishes to understand each premonition that hovers deftly above their vessel, but what they do not care to understand, is the utter strain it is bearing witness to such horrible events, which, I must, in most instances, unfortunately report as one would the evening news—where death and devastation are all too common the thematic realities, future’s seen, that I wish I’d never dream

Yet, there then are those extremely rare and special cases, the kinds that are covered in lilies and rainbows, who’s wonderfully formed innocence, prance around a garden of delight, entirely open and receptive to all the flavors purity offers—and I see them waving their hellos with the happiest of smiles and even when the end is what the vision’s suggest, there is not regret painted upon such sights, there are no wrenching moments of tormenting scowls to cause streaming floods of agonizing reality—there are but calm and peaceful moments of acceptance, of those souls fully prepared to take their invitation to join the feast the maker’s justly presented in their honor—it’s these scenes, these scents of purity cast from within the painted lights, that rekindled what potential I’d seemingly mistaken for penance, igniting within me, a reason to believe once more, an understanding of why I see
It is from a desire not to know, for I know, above any other, how dangerous such learning can offer those unprepared to understand—it takes a rare breed to take acceptance by her hand and walk peacefully, without regret ever shading the pathway, into a bathing light so in-tune and aligned with destiny, a destiny where you must simply believe in your guide as being your ultimate defense, your safe-keeper in whatever might come next—you must give yourself over to her completely, allow faith to outrank any sense your mortal life had previously instructed you to grasp

It is, partially out of fear, partially out of a commitment to let events play out their natural course, to believe fully that destiny is not as predetermined as my life’s work would otherwise dictate and suggest…and of course, there are many more reasons for such an opinion, reasons beyond the scope of oneself—it is in part, for such reasons and more, that I have removed all mirrors and other like-minded reflective devices from my immediacy, for to know ones fate is unnatural, to see into one’s very own eyes and peer deeply upon the soul is a vision I fret to know, a sight I care never to see, until, of course, the finality has thrust it’s sword firmly within me…to which I can only pray to have the strength of being, to extend my hand, with every ounce of determination that remains available to me then and there, and accept what shall be, and leave this battlefield accepting that what’s been, and what shall be, as a choice I’ve played a role in relating, one that can truly offer more than any premonition could ever explain away



 Head on over to D'Verse for Open Link Night and accept the fact that there's some truly amazing poets at play, who offer themselves completely in their poetry, which they've so generously shared for everyone's benefit.  Enjoy all the work that's been linked up and while you're there, link a poem of your own, for other's to enjoy.  Cheers...

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

If Poetry Could Take A Form


I.       Antiphon
There comes a point in time, when man must accept his limitations, and proceed to take one step before the next, over mortal boundaries, unto sacred earth.

Saturn watched
Paradox of one
Ra gazed
Incandescence unto one

Mercury observed
Confection baked for one
Hypnagogic ambience was but a vale away
When a Psychopomp gestured capaciously

Amaurotic visions darkened blur.
Grew typhlotic as distance stirred

Cays of dryads peak to view
As a Simurgh came to me,
Instructing I wake,
Believing what’s felt despite unseen

A merger, spanning time and space,
Unearthed wonder, as an angel
Saw a gateway to Utopia,
Deep beneath the flaws and scars

Every word, every page
The emotions, the tides
Shifting shape and size

Disbelief dragged its chain
But a pinch gently reminded
Of the reality in possibilities

Astonished, stunned
That reciprocation was alive,
That the first words of chapters new,
Had been scribed; are focusing

Yet fear—
Reincarnates failures past,
Doubt—
Reinforces each my lacks
Pessimism—
That words so real
Must have been spoken
Erroneously still

Yet,
This is when
Garuda came
And spoke to me
Of you.

II. Concomitance

Is it possible for the purities of spirit to instinctively demand, those unlikely origins to isochronally clasp each the other apparition by their hand?

Can the synchronal ideations be cast aside, as simply the spawn of chance and eyes?

Or can a case for fate be made, where kismet is positioned as a postulate, therefore enabling dissemination’s spread, promulgating providential bliss?

III.    Elusory of Preallusion

Divinity’s dominion, sovereign’s soul, dictates prescience as the commodities of pagan pageantry.  Yet, as I’ve always pondered, how one can blindly agree to things they cannot know.  How can one discard the possibility of oracles?  I believe in us all, lays dormant, a sense of the mystical, in which the governance is only as limiting as the mind will permit upon its own capacity.  Everyone experiences scenarios, scenes, where definition will not suffice, where explanation is as impossible to describe. 

Leading towards my own awakening,
I began to see, something positive
Should arrive, through the poetical
side of self.  A premonition, prior to 
those initial words, instructed that
circumstance will alter and happiness
shall return, to covet me completely.
And so the creation of the poetical psyche was born
An infinite quester was upon a search, for the elusive grail of verse.  Directionless it wandered, dimensions vast and wide, spreading declarations of imagery, to any and all who would listen, yet still, even after its voice grew heard, emptiness pervaded verb.  Wander more the spirit would, until through thoroughfare its feet would arrive, upon a palace, where the electricity of the flesh, sparked, as if this feeling it had never lost.  Alive it grew, understood the premonition, perhaps was not for inspiring the happiness of others, but for a joy to burgeon back within.

Hours would be spent, in contemplation of each term, the puzzles that the mind creates, the ideology of mystic space.  Soon thereafter the psyche knew, it no longer had to stifle muse, and like its favorite pet, the phoenix of the sky, the psyche fell that night, purged of all it held to know, the form once taken grew ablaze, and quickly each flame was snuffed to grave.  But for a moment, formless-in void, the spirit was reborn; now limitless is the extent of its poetry.

Time would blur the days from day, the hours from hour, the minutes away.  Eventually it knew what must be done, it must thank his muse, his source of inspiration.  And so, this is, exactly what the psyche did.  Yet, little did it know back then, the inspiration would become its friend, and teach together each they would, of the every possibility in life through verse.

Sand would sift, as it does, yet, one must wonder, where the course preplanned, would direct.  Reading pages from each corner the world, the psyche learned much, understood in ways it had since forgot.  Yet in the palace he would see, words distinct, as if each was patterned directly from the breath it breathed.  It wouldn’t walk too far the plank, yet to acknowledge such would be to take, a piece away, from his belief in poetry.  But he’d learn, his imagination, was in tune.

Now everyday the psyche floats on air.  Seeing signs spring from everywhere.  On packages of chocolate bars, atop an old poster for a Jodi Foster film, from a man, calling to his daughter, misbehaving, in the grocery lane, to a scary movie star, it now only sees its muse face.  But strange as it may seem, in play of words, no longer does it see her there, instead it rearranges each word round, and in subtle combinations of space and sound, it now sees itself as within found.




IV.  Every Good Play, Must Have A Song

Ivory keys turn in note; sparkling symphonic tones it wrote, higher than a cloud above, the music stirs emotive flow:

I’d like to wear you like a talisman
To keep me safe from harm

Hold you to my heart
Listen as the words sway
To elocution’s presence found

I’d like to hide you in an amulet
Protect me from myself

Hold you, upon my heart
As the hours sift along
To that lonely spot,
But with you near,
This distortion,
Will never reappear

I want to wear you like agate
And fall asleep within your milky gaze
While your chalcedonic curves
Elicit the colored bands they make

V.  Arousal, In the Land of Hades

Persephonic
Days split
Between
Here,
And the dreams
The poppy instills

Every instance
All fragments of
Traverse the numb

Every, each
Thought here now
Arouses consciousness
Of self.

The poetry of life
Is omnipresent
If only we all choose to look

The poetry of tomorrow
Resides, in part,
With the decisions we make today

The poetry of the long ago
Sure, it will echo,
Yet only if you allow it in

The poetry of the soul
Is always on
Awake or sleep,
It may be quiet
Yet if you listen
You’ll hear it speak.

Seemingly, since this poetry grew, from ghost-like fantasy, to a befriended reality, I’m aroused always and evermore.

If poetry could truly take a form…



Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Bonded through Blood


A pact, birthed in home-
Goblin’s wolf, red hued white
Strands clash divides unleashed surmise

Snips of flesh, flooded flaps,
Pressed upon stranger’s touch
Textured, both-errs, where tethered claw disengages past

Change in sky, blue to black
A piercing aura, frosting pine,
Distracts the tint of orange set aback

A growth emerged, where paths mingle
And a new skin forms in tone-
A layered coat atop the self’s repressive ghost

A gathering of clans-infields of pine
Tradition bears the awaken bell-
As screams arise from guttural tombs

Gullets blanket dressed in starvation
Nervous strands a prickled lift
As pungency is detected nigh

Blessed fangs, draped in hues
What once is fresh as red
Eventually grows pink in stain

Doused in dampened soil
Sunken claws at peace in moistened land
Head cricked-jaw bent-eyes high

The swarming sense of frothing glands
Shuttered sweat shimmers jade
Composites of: adrenalin and envy

Soon the circle forms,
Sharpest blades posture compass points
As youth and old aide in fight

The enemy
Descends
In its surround

And then incisors flare,
The cast of ruby alive afloat
Confirms the predator knew not the game it sought

Masks covered in parts unknown
Bone shards shiver, fragmented fie
Rites of passage fade now the scars

Fostered three, taken to
Souls once rigid bend their arms, acceptingly
All tales once told-beneath silk cloth linen sheets-
Horror painted accurately- yet those yarns disregarded
The bond in blood, bound by oaths never said- focal points
Always been- one and one alone- family fights for family- where slain lay- another weeps, and cherishes how they left, in order for them to fly.

Swollen images- once viewed on horror nights
No longer engulf terror into me, instead
I see a picture of beautiful harmony. 

Blood is in everything. 


When I started this piece I had the grand design of anagrams in mind.  The first few stanzas, highlighted in bold, are indicative of the direction I had hoped for.  Yet, weaving two separate tales in one, trying to find the words that would be correct for both, never spoke their voices to my ears.  If they did I certainly didn’t hear them.  The research could have been done, but I have to say I like what came out in the original stance’s place.  I was able to harness the idea I had in mind, as the underlying story I was initially shooting for, which I suppose is the one that wanted to be told.  The other, well, perhaps another day.