Showing posts with label unity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unity. Show all posts

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Retracing The Steps Once Taken


Lengthening the horizon, debris commences astronomically, like painted dodecahedrons magnetically induced through immediate moments of hypocritical delusions otherwise mentioned as lingering afterthoughts.

Solidification of the earth and sky, blending blue skies with the blackening flirtation smitten by the acupuncture points of the densest night. Pilfering septets from kings uncrowned. Dangling hippodromes, stretching as far as the dilated pupils can comprehend, vigilantly cling to the forgotten expressions, otherwise known as the finalization of the askance void.

Drinking from the enigmatic cup of lavender while paying closest attention to all the future steins congregating upon the smallest ledge of real estate; these soldiers are filled with the most brilliant confidence, the most exploratory brilliance of purpose even as their insides vibrantly coagulate their plasmatic contents—coloring the panorama with a unique combination of artistic flamboyancy.  Here revolve the vivid portraitures—reds, as they ascend most pleasantly from having merged and swirled so decadently with the deepest triangulations of what would otherwise be predestined to be known as plagiaristic murals of obsidian sunsets and decentralized feelings of overture; spinning, and spinning, the sensation of tingling numbness enters as would any self-respecting party crasher, even after being labeled as the man who self-loathing was first named after. Enter the roll call, the soft and ever-echoic resemblance of slow-motion verbal typography—the lasting impression, a salted wound hidden conveniently by the cloaked marauders first hailing from the frozen lands most north of where the contemporary maps fail to define. Had there ever before been a more contrived notion of perfect balance, then that pristine moment, the one located immediately before the compounding principles of exhaustion sound their toll unto the hallowed morn, light would know nothing of where the scars first appeared.  The days of the calendar streamline across the foreheads of the silent.  All thoughts careen.  All dreams and fluctuations multiply.  Every hereafter is after here, an alienated mutation, one where the tongue is far too ashamed to attempt any retracing of root causes, any semblance of recounting what perhaps transpired while the present shell we call our physical limitation lay dusted over by that most subliminal of curtain calls, is internally known only as an altered fragmentation of a fragment still-birthed once before.  We then conjugate our assumptions; each non-verbally aware of the others desires for gelid anonymity, all the while remaining reverently comatose, both in spirit and of stature. But still, we smile, for we continued to breath rhythmically.  Ignorant of the finite details and the navigational circumference connecting the exterior and interior, deeply from within a euphoric treasure trove of experience coddles us through devotional retrospection, fore the tender flesh is unable to object at the present podium when not prepared.  Therefore, only one true conclusion can be claimed:  Calamity, too, was once a blessed child, born as the sons and daughters both, of some other landscape upon some variant precipice of strophe.   

Over at D'Verse, Karin Gustafson(aka Manic Daily), is hosting this week's Poetics.  She opened up the floor for delving into the many meanings once can take into account when working with the word Trip.  I, of course, went with a more abstract prose style here, which is only one of the many, many avenues one could have taken.  Be sure to stop by the pub and see just how many different directions the poets of D'Verse venture down.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Moiety (Dark)

Erstwhile patrons of the disavowed
I'm sorry for the actions
these hands caused.
       are the final words my poor mother will ever hear me speak.

Shackled, in chains, paraded about the streets, naked and in shame…

       are the last sights my poor mother will have ever cast upon me…

INSIDE THE VOID….A REALM FOR THE WORST OF THE WORST
Current Population: 1

Darkness: My dearest nemesis, I know a part of you still feels what I
                feel, breathes the air I do, see the stars as they appear this
                side of the universe…you were not the one he Exiled, into
                this imbroglio of circumstance.  No, you are living the life
                that I should have been sharing, with you, side by side,
                ruling as brothers should…it was not my fault…but my words
                were never eloquent enough and as I had often suspected,
                even from the most incipient of days, you proved to
                me..there, on that final day, you never trusted me, not in
                the slightest..
             
                No…you are not here, in this place, where the texture is
                imbued with the hate and anger of knowing this is all there
                shall ever be…unjustly accused of that which I did not  
                conceive…YES, YES I DID SOME THINGS, some very bad
                things…but as for my charges…well…those things I most
                certainly did not do...

                and so I am here, in this void, securely imprisoned, with no
               hope of possible escape or vindication…no chance to prove my
               innocence…to see your face, father's too…when you hear the
               news…when you hear the truth…and I shall savor the
               apologies…I shall enjoy them very much…yet, accept them I
               shall…for despite this all…we are family…we still are kin…

               but, no, I am here, in this lonely, lonely land..where all I
               can see, is a muted and selective vision of reality…an ever
               existing imbrication…where my unhappiness and hostility
              "grace' me in haunting fashion, while the the "pleasures" of
               bearing witness to every comely vision they all see in you,
               overlaps me in dreadful patterns of regularity.

While I must ever brood, of possibility, of  for the day I see your faces again, and what these hands shall do then...

ENTER THE HARBINGER

H: Hey, sad sack…
D: Who else is here?
    For surely, you are not an imbecile
H: Nope, you got me
D: and sarcasm too... are you mocking me?
     as those in violation of such offenses, soon find
     just how ephemeral their lives can be
H: look, dude, I'm just passing through and I could give
     two plumes of a cuckoo about you, but I heard something
    you might find interesting….
D: What is this something that you speak of
H: Well, if you let me finish a thought, I'd tell you…
     I was over by the lake house, and saw your twin…
D: Not my twin, my moiety... we are one in the same, equals..
     separated that's all…He's my light, and I'm, well, I'm his
     penumbra, together we are one,united…a complete set…
     a panoply…yes, that is what father always called our unique
     gift….brother always would say it's what made us who we are…
     what made us special….me on the other hand….I saw it as the
     worst possible character flaw
H:  …anyhow, he said he'll be wed next week, on the fourth...
D: Wed, as in… marriage?
H: ...to Felicity, and that's when I
     remembered…
D: She is MINE…
H: you two were quite the item…I remember that love affair well...
D: It was not a mere dalliance, as you so crudely put it…it was much      
    more than that…it was everything...
    ...how has this come to be, tell me now...
H: Don't know, don't care…just thought you should know
D: And why…why would you come here to me…with this news...
     what motives do you conceal...in fact, how did you slip
     pass the brutes at the gates…
H: Hey, can't a guy throw another dude a bone, after all, seems like
     you could use one, being all by yourself and all…probably don't
     get many visitors...
D: Don't you pity me…not from a message boy…

Darkness rose from his throne of animosity, inured by this recent bestowal of information, bone sword firmly in hand, blood-tinged beads of sweat anointing his charcoaled skin….

H:  Dude, chill, don't work yourself…

Then, just there, Darkness thought of quite the clever ploy.  He was always an excellent miscreant, the epitome of what furtive schemers strived to become, ever the surreptitious child this one was…

D: No, you are correct, absolutely right…it matters not
H: Sounds like it mattered some…

With anger boiling beneath the flesh, Darkness was doing all he could to remain in this fragile state of composition…the slightest provocation could be his moment of undoing…the forbearance was gnawing fierce...

D: no, again, you are correct, of course she meant something…she still
  means something…but I am here, and I can not blame her for falling
  for him…after all, she most certainly sees me every time she looks at
  him, every touch, every embrace…

H: Ok, I get it, but I couldn't tell ya, as per the wings, not a shrink…

D: But…could you wait but a moment longer…I...
             Darkness quickly scurries into a room behind his throne

H: no prob…

Darkness returns, holding a talisman of ever-shifting shades of hue

D: Could you deliver this…heirloom…to my dearest brother…as a token
     of the joy I feel for this union to be….a pre-pre- wedding gift if you            
     would…
H: Now you're talking my language bro…delivering stuff, that's my
    thing…

Darkness hands the talisman to the winged courier…and off he went,
fluttering up and out from sight…

D: I pray my dear, dear brother accept this small gesture…

FADE TO LIGHT


The bold-print words were taken from Shawna's prompt at her weekly feature, Monday Melting.  Head on over there and see what others have  spun with the words supplied and join in while you're there, it's creativity at it's finest…

As for this tale…part two will appear over at my other site and continue there…it all just kind of came to me perusing the list of words Shawna provided, so I'm not sure how long this tale will wind up being, or what direction it will take…but should be fun to work through, and I'll continue to incorporate as many words as I can from this weeks list, there are 100 of them to choose from...

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Fond Memories of Outcasts and Entertainers


Smoke-clouds billow and
I’m left to remember when,
back as a boy, how
magical it would feel, standing
there, popcorn in hand, amongst
likeminded awestruck souls,
watching, without a blink
of blurred focus, as the
death defying men and
women, dressed in sequins and silk,
dance the strings, jump the
ledge, trust the swinging
friend, hanging there
on loops, way up the
tented sky—and there were
horses, lions, and people
who look similar to how I’ve
felt inside. 

There was so many more,
so many enchanting times, every
year, we’d go, as a family
to the greatest show—and
now, adulthood has slapped
me—the circus has since
left town, a while now, yet
it chose today to smoke today
it picked now, to ascend away—
and I remember how smiles
brought smiles and laughter caused
laughter—filling the gaps between
the gasps procured by fire eaters,
feats of strength and cannons—I remember
how it was then—but I also remember
how the clowns, painted as they were,
always made me feel a little bit sad
inside.   

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Just Beneath the Cage: Internal Conflict & Resolution


I see you see the scarecrow
I see you saw the goat
I see you understand now
I understand you don’t
I see you found the knife fine
I see you’ve hid your throat
I see you stare the mirror
I see you saw right through
I see you shed your coating
I see yours has blistered too
I see why you hate me
I’m so glad you do

Through Inhalation,
I summon air
Through Exhalation,
I make it disappear

two ends of a process
different yet the same
two directions travelled
connected but estranged
I’ve seen you and your glory,
I’ve seen you and all your fame
I’ve seen how you are blamed,
I see in you much shame
I see you expire,
I see you return,
I can’t escape you,
that much I am sure
I’ve seen your attempts at leaving,
I’ve seen you come back to me,
I can’t afford to lose you
for together we are one
I see you love me dearly,
I see your forgiveness, each and every time
I see you as intended,
I see in bone we are the same
I see you always bring the answers
to the questions I’ve yet to name
I see you see the scarecrow,
yet choose not to run away
I see you saw the goat,
yet never chose to boast
I see you understand now
I see something I do
I see you found the knife fine
I see no need,
  to guard yourself from me
I see you stare the mirror,
tell me what you see?
I see what you’ve always shown,
I thought I’d find religion,
but it’s your face I now see
I mirror your reflection,
yet it’s your eyes I now see
returning gaze to me

I see you’ve shed your coating
I see no difference between the two
I see what I’ve always known,
I see how much you love me,
Surfacing from way down deep inside
I’m so glad you can
I’m so glad you do

Through inhalation
 We summon the air
Through exhalation
 We cleanse away impurity,
Accepting each our many sides


Join me over at D'Verse for another outstanding edition of Open Link Night.  Stop by and check out the wonderful work submitted this week and while you're there, share a poem of your own.  Cheers! 

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Ordered Pairs


We are all ordered pairs-
That makes a difference
In giving substance to our meaning

Timelines scattered-
By buckshot-
Pennies, quarters, shrapnel mess-
Diagrams plot us,
Here and everywhere-

Are we nothing but proportional fonts?
Characters & devourers of space
Oftentimes in a life of varying dependency-
Processed solely in protected mode-
When the arm is severed from the leg-
Our voices squelch, our hands regroup the sides

Strychnine, Curare
When powdering of seeds
Spasms may occur-
Uneven breaths taken