Showing posts with label strength. Show all posts
Showing posts with label strength. Show all posts

Thursday, April 19, 2012

A Song for Immature Savants


Draconian devils in a pristine shell
amenable shills in a damning hell
predators and parasites
vagabonds to guttersnipes
adulators; sycophants
prime movers and those who can’t

Dressed up, candor in a scarf divine
red sails stir, cloaking past
the silicone and fiberglass
timing’s early, hours late,
pursing fourth’s, contracting fate
                                                      words sung with a torrid force
You want a story
open your eyes
you want drama
fight; survive
you want a hero
that I can’t provide

Mosaics and masquerades
promenades and palisades
chardonnay smiles and bourgeois tears
contemptible intentions reflecting fear
nesting cretin’s scar the pleat
(dilettantes (poor Faberge)) eggless and incomplete

Dressed down, guile to spine, slick corset veiling lines
black-toed, shin to heel, flaming skirt, striking fast
high slit thigh, low draped neck, a fire-flash
breaking down, broken in,
the radio’s deafening, silent din
                                             and we begin again

You want a story
open your eyes
you want drama
fight; survive
you want a hero
that I can’t provide

no, that is something
only you can breathe,
that is, if in yourself,
you choose to believe
  

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

A Cliched Existence (Bloody but Unbowed)


EPILOGUE
caught lightning in a bottle
a tiger by its tail-
         somehow, someway
this race has run its course; this ship has set it’s sail;

you could smell the rat,
you could hear the dropping pin,
his days are numbered—got him dead to rights,
his fat is in the fire, on this cold, cold, darkened winter’s night

Prologue
sheltered from the sun—
imagination runs riot, off the beaten path, for miles and miles,
improving each shining hour; in full cry—
every inch the king—a dream awoken from and by

ACT I
it’s not all beer and skittles though, but this to you, I need to tell. Still, even so, I do understand, I get the pointed view:
“It’s all wool and a mile wide,” as is with the cost of life, the way it is one must take pleasure from the simple things—yet, please provide me a word edgewise, take it for what it’s worth, but I’ll call it advice, “gather ye rosebuds as ye may, but don’t count your chickens before they’re laid.”

what once was deemed old hat
death has since warmed over; that well’s run dry,
all things weighed in the balance
and found wanting time and again

it costs a pretty penny here and now
the world’s gone astray, off the wall and down the hall,
no longer a bowl of cherries; no longer simply left to chance,
too many ill gains for some—while for many—
the fattest calf’s since grown thin

ACT II
but these memories I’ve since forgotten—the good times, the bad times, and all the mediocre sections in-between, I am who I am at this day in time, no future self to ponder, no past tense to plunder the present me away. I’ve bided time, I’ve waited, I’ve prayed—instead of direction, instead of guidance, I’ve been graced with idle chitchat
composed of weasel words.  It is now, I understand, things must change!

I’ve been the drawer of water; I’ve been the hewer of wood,
yet I’ve also hid my light under many a bushel—both being paths that led me to the same old sight

I’ve stared deep into the face of dismay; I’ve found pearls before swine, been cast into outer darkness, but only once have I ever had the privilege of sitting in the catbird seat, and that time is nigh.

Act III
…and there’s the rub:
snares and delusions often appear, well before the shoe fits the other heel. Hell is paved with good intentions—this I all too greatly understand.  When will that crow come calling? When will that ship set dockside?  When will the answers appear?

I wait and I wait, forever and a day; the hour is upon me now, a decision’s due—and as every schoolboy knows, what’s here today is gone tomorrow. No need to live them drowning in sorrow; no need give pause again.  I’ve done all that’s been asked; I’ve been the good soldier—taking each task to heart—yet the only response I’ve ever received, are those notes passed by the tolling bells, the kind that always played so well.  Tonight, however, in part because, I refute their song, no longer will I play this part, no longer will I be solely made of the dove.

bloody but unbowed
the time is ripe:
to take a tilt at the windmills
to bear the burden and the heat of the day
to run roughshod over all that comes
to ring down the curtain
to rip it to shreds
to greet the rising tide
to bear the brunt of what may be
to find that red letter day
to beard the lion in his staid
to live, for once, a life that’s alive; unafraid
to live a life that’s free
to live the life that was meant for me

Join me over at D’Verse for another installment of Open Link Night, where some amazing poetry will be on display.  While there, share a piece of your own as well.  Doors open at 3:00 PM, See you there.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Consecration of a Fallen Man

Back me into a corner,
For lack of power I’ve transposed,

For lack of will I’ve succumbed,

From talisman to the snake bitten and embattled shell of one

Now acknowledgment displays to me,

The ignorance of the righteous man

Oxygen escaping the throat,
Resurrection of the rule proposed,

I’m the effigy I’ve grown to be,

A false proclamation of immediacy,

Where distraction settles,
Distraction dwells,

No longer is strength a matter

When the subconscious is involved,

Back me to that corner,
Until the sky is dim

The air less warmer,

Hold me down until submission,

Before I burn, I first do blister

Movements of the martyred man,
Paths paved in solace,

Past deeds shoved, to the wayside,

Awaiting approval, anticipating a decisive claim to be,

Directions carved in stone and sand,

Directives honest and direct,

Where even the weakest can reflect;

Where even the smartest can respect,

Without hubris’ burdening,

You now see what I should have long ago,

Here I am, now standing still,

Before you now I reveal to you,

The consecration of a fallen man