Love
lost lacking. Brutal contributions from
the master of the filthy undercurrent—swords, bombs, bayonets, flexing madmen
and bloodcurdling sounds of dysfunctional regret—
WTF—Belly-side
under, still sore from the stumble up the porch—rippled are the emanations my
blood made as it sashayed across the puddles in the front hall, knew I
should’ve used the insurance money to pay for repairs, but you know, sometimes,
just need what you need…WTF, (take a peek out the window)
Right,
Left, Right, Left, Right, Left, Right, Left, Right, Left, Right, Left,
Left,
Right, Left, Right, Left, Right, Left, Right, Left, Right, Left, Right,
Bright
lights, not the inner city I’m used to…not anything like anything at all—well,
it’s like something, just don’t know what that is, and really, haven’t seen
this much commotion since the riots back in ’98, and that was all about some
bad call in a game, but Marching feet moving in rhythm and cadence, seriously
what the hell, who’s birthday is it anyway, (what is the occasion?)
Sounds
above, sirens rise and fall, the streets all cluttered, (better stay indoors),
so much metal, so much steel, (be damned if I’m going out there, I’m the kind
of guy someone does something to, just to prove a point, nope, staying put)
Loudspeaker
off and on, don’t recognize the voice, can’t make out the words, (better keep
the drapes shut and the lights on dim. No! Make that OFF)
Cat
knows about as much as I do. It doesn’t seem
as scared as I feel though…(have to keep composure, have to keep things together),
phones all dead, television works but nothing seems to make any sense,
invasion, unknown assailants, unknown, unknown, unknown, static…. television
about as good off as it is on, perhaps under the present circumstances, better
even (guess I’ll just wait this out, let the heroes do their thing, and I’ll
live up to expectations just fine in here)
Time,
time, turning without a witness to bear…yet ceaselessly parading forth…
(Good
thing this house is a piece of crap, they’ll probably think it’s condemned,
hopefully that’s the case anyhow, as I really don’t feel like doing anything
I’m not used to, this isn’t what I’m built for, this isn’t my mission anyhow,
so I’ll just try to sleep this off, but doubt the sandman will come on this particular
night?)
I
know it’s not going to go away. I’ve
seen a lot of bullshit in my small sample set, but, this isn’t like anything I
can think of, no comparisons at all, nothing even close, and anything that
doesn’t end up with me dead is a good outcome, right?
Luckily
I have a lot of cereal and plenty of powdered milk, that should last a week or
two and that much foresight, in itself, is beyond anything I’m used to)
Arbitrarily
regimented and statistically irrelevant…in a case like this, is all anyone can
honestly hope for…
P.S. If the draft is sending chills throughout the
floor, then, by all means…
Shut
the God damned door…
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