5th and 43rd

Exsanguination in the darkest of alleyways, where only a flickering sputter of light permeates the afterthoughts of rats and those who've long since distanced themselves from the at-large biddings of incorporated vampires and conglomerated succubi.

The temptation to scream is ever prevalent.  Yet inactivity has rendered you mute.  Dissociation has severed your linguistic abilities clean and deep. You sit in the corners and alcoves.  You've done it for so long you remember no other way, you are invisible to the passers by and even when noticed, there isn't much left of who you once were. It's hard to fathom that this is the same person we all once knew so well. And to see you here, in such a state, I have to wonder what could've gone so terribly wrong to pen your conclusion in such a way.


and I can't help but think,
that penicillin is everywhere.

Found dead on 5th and 43rd.  A situation that easily should've been avoided.


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A Carving

a ferret with a lightning stick

rectangles-Circles-Triangles-Square

roots of anxiety, diminutives of despair—

traced back down the vein of time—

back to when hours mattered about as much

as days—when a paycheck was procured, simply by

extending ones hand and doing chores.

a jack-o-lantern plump and thick

with a green crooked stem, where a

bit of browns come to be, right at the

base, of course it was bald of hair—

inches away the black mark stays—

it wouldn’t have though, if the incision

properly followed the circles path—simple

instructions, an easy task to make—well

carving a pumpkin  should not be difficult

anyway.

the anxiousness creeps the chin, I hoped

you wouldn’t see, but I think you did.  I have

a problem, well more than a few, yet the only

one I’m referring to right here and now, has

to do with patience, which unfortunately, I’ve

either been blessed with none or had never

taken the time to slow down.

the reflection mirroring out through the backside

face of the knife, carves me hollow every time—as

the image of my very own, sharps back to me—it should go with out saying, but I’ll speak of it anyway—the entire process was greatly irritating.  Minutes, seconds, hours—not entirely true, but felt like days elapsed when only moments had—silver shining in those shaking hands, barely piercing the orange—then when you did, it was up and out, up and out.

the black line was intact—that damn black line was intact.

you lacked the strength to drive through—but tenacity—that I’ll very well provide to you.  You made no gripes, bitch you did not, all the while pushing through the, what I can only imagine as intense frustration—of the strength you once held in possession, the being nowhere, never found—the time it was taking you, the struggling, the determination—me, looking over your shoulder—you, knowing how I am—but not a word was spoken, not a single one—but time, time was miserable, it couldn’t wait. 

you asked me to fetch you a drink of water.  You claimed some invisible ailment, to which you placed the carving knife atop the lacquered wood.  You sat down, hand stretched out.  The faucet ran so fast—but as I thought at the time, perhaps it was just contextual speed in comparison to—I lost track for a moment and overfill—the water did spell out—over and upon my top of hand, trickling quickly in its spill—faucet to water, water to hand, hand to sliding down arm, wetting the inside sleeve—all went unseen—wiped off the wetness—handed you the glass—when you noticed the spot of seepage too—I realized, then and there—a split moment of thought, an excuse—to mask perspiration—failed though, it just appeared—in this, the thinnest air I’ve lately breathed.

as you sipped your glass—as each gulp washed away—the pressure—the tension—built up inside—I picked up the knife—by it’s handle—I pierced the flesh, I pierced in deep—never separating hand from blade-blade from black mark—once entered, there it stayed.

This is when you said, “ I was…”—to which I— simply nodded—saying, “I know—yes, I know.”

  

System Unbalanced

When the valance unfurls its treasure for the world to view,

And the blinds travel to a horizontal, restless place

The sickness quarters and the drapes are drawing,

Shivering and shaking you grow weak,

A fever forms and the mind gets meek,

Your skin is flushed and your voice void of pitch and tone,

As the pain caresses all the bones

Having the knowledge,

And not believing the data,

Makes you distrusting,

Seeing the outcome prior to the forecast

Yet still denying what you know,

Paints a portrait of a person I cannot feel sorry for,

Breathing slowly while your pulse is fast,

A compression to the chest and ribs,

Uncovers evil in unrest,

Glowing demons taking form,

Bathing the air in its sick,

You dare not speak, won’t even try,

Tomorrow and each day after, this illness will fade,

Bringing you one step closer, closer to your normal pains