Born
on the banks,
Salty-water
riptide stern
Burgeoning
current- bound to stir
Backwater
blush
Deposited
silt and thrush
Swirling
eddies grow in you
Entangled
miles of entrenched sneer
Years
ahead the years long before
Corrosive
and indivisible—O’ what hate does breed
Chirping
sharp, snorts and moans
If
not for love, you’d have been without home
Misshapen
smile and lizard skin
Solicits
fear in them but anger in you
From
cropped palate to claws & tail, each akin
To
those boiled last weekend
Yet
despite the alternative reality, from what we’ve been taught
This
beastly sight, swaddled white, you hold to tight- preaching the fine line
between disgust and delight
Everyone’s
eyes avert—as if any child could be less than pure
Prayers
line the lips of aunts at church
Each
offering solution to his curse
Snarling
weeds enrapt the hart
Roots
connect deep in thee
Allowing
the dead to breathe
Trimming
clutter from the brook
Agonizing
pains for a child so demanding
Yet
all is well when he gives that look.
If
a woman spends nine months of womb ripping pain, only to find an unexpected
sight upon delivery—what does that do to the love shared between mother and
child?
If
this child is human in name alone—what toll does this have upon the
mother-child paradigm—will she still decide to take him home?
What’s
a mortal mom to do…
--but
love this demon she’s birthed unto
Well I took this topic of parenting in a different direction today, added a little bit of metaphor into the mix. But the basic question is a parent loves their children regardless of "anything." They can certainly disagree with decisions their children make, or become disappointed with actions etc... but they should, someplace inside of them, still love their children.
I guess I've been reading a little too much psychology. Whenever I see a mother or a father acting in less than ideal or horrendous manners I always wonder how their upbringing was, in fact it goes beyond this, anybody that does something what I at least, consider to be wrong, I think that perhaps if their upbringing was better things could have been different. Now I'm sure that not ever ne'er do well comes from a bad family, but there is something to the train of thought, at least in terms of likelihood when put through a psychological filter anyhow.
The story that sparked this though is how a parent could go and have a blackout around their kids and then not know who took their child-lots of fishiness with that story. So of course I instantly thought back to the Casey Anthony thing and it's a bit troubling to think of how things like these and others get going.
Anyhow, glad I got that out. Thanks for listening.