Showing posts with label Mirror. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mirror. Show all posts

Saturday, October 27, 2012

A Self-Portrait


Lines forcefeeding hope through
Invisible netting….history is a
Viable predictor of future events,
Again, and again, the robotic
Voice echoes this phrase, and hearing
This is one thing, but listening to it
As you stare deep into your eyes is
Depressing.

Times must change…pools of brown
Feel like the pits mammoths once
Suffocated soundly in…whimpering
As the tar trickled slowly over tongue…

Vines entrench us to our rooting, perhaps
A bit of choice is owed blame as well, but it
Does seem, as irrational as it may be, and is,
That we truly have no hope, especially if we
Cannot find it within our own person…

I stare begging myself to focus, focus and you will
Find, the one thing about myself that I find both
Comforting and my own…kind of odd to say, my own, when
Referring to yourself, is it not, for who’s else is it then?  The answers espy daggers depths….and then
Here
I have found that thing, the one thing, no two, that I appreciate most in my
Current state, and it, of all things,
Should’ve been the first of all things seen…
I do like my hair, as it freely flows about my face, draping down upon my spine, reminding me, it has no control but physical control….(yeah right>) but lets just go with it a little longer….I like my hair, fine, what was the other thing.?  It was the beard…
Which, of course,
Is THE thing
Everyone who
Knows me
Hates the most…

You know, I just have to laugh for a moment.  I wrote the prompt and posting over at D'Verse for their weekly Poetics tonight, and now, almost two hours in, I just realized I never posted my own poem yet….well, that pretty much sums up how the month's been going…

But, yeah, stop on over we're talking about ourselves.  People love that don't they…but seriously, we're composing Self-Portraits and bravely sharing them with one another.  Stop on by and see what we've composed.  I for one am now realizing, that for me personally, I probably should've waited until I was in a better mood to do this exercise, but, hey, being honest to one's self of how one feels is supposed to be cathartic and enlightening…so, we'll see.