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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

The Mephistophelian Provocation

Well, I'm a bit late to the pub this week, but I'm thankful that Claudia kept the doors open as I definitely needed a poetry fix.  And that of course means that, as is the case for every Tuesday, Open Link Night is up and in effect over at D'Verse.  Stop on by, read some terrific poetry and while there, link up a poem of your own for others to enjoy.  Cheers!


I. CAGE OF SIN


In this age of terminal belligerency
A hex, a pox is placed upon thee—

Tingeing forth the pummeled plant
pressing through the groveling glass—

Thine heirs be slain,
in judgment for thy sins,

Each those chosen prior to
and the ones yet coming to pass

Silence these ne’er-do-wells
housed enslaved, voicing perditions
for which man’s inner weakness craves

Dwell in the aged moment’s freeze in time
linger long ere thy dreams clash therein

Fore in such a place, amidst the blinded vermin,
friends be replaced by the slithering tongue,
within the wretched serpent’s cage of sin

II. A Signature upon Shedding Skin
Beware the pomegranate kind—
sacrificing winter, for a fleeting summer’s moonlight dance

Bathe long in thy sweated skin—
before ye blood hath spilt upon demon’s pact

Return ye shan’t; regret falls moot
for what has waxed, will surely wane—

Returning all thy suffering—from fathoms deep
to an ever weeping flame charred sky

When debt comes due,
redress accrues the interest kept

III. Forcing the Hand of God

While thy prayers be pronounced,
And thy annunciation understood—
  
The heavens must flood forth its tears,
flowing forward, despite—because
of God’s ever-existing paternal love

Yet—because thy scrolls be scribed
by bloodied pen:
Thy penitence must be denied,
Thy soul, to Hell, must be sent,

And such is the price one pays
for abandoning:
Thy belief in ye self,
Trust in God’s will
Thy Faith—Thy wisdom—
That God shalt keep ye safe

And such is the fate,
of men who:
                           Fraternize with unholy beasts—
                           Break bread at demonic feasts—

And there is no saving
A man consumed by deicide



Thursday, January 12, 2012

What She Deserved


She.
Deserves.
Better than me.
She
Deserves.
Better than Hypothetical disasters and overanalyzed bridges not yet crossed,

She’s special
In that special
Kind of way

She’s
Perfect
In so
Many
Ways
         And I,
                  I fear I’ll never be so-so, on my best of best days.

But most of all,
                  She deserved better,
                           Better than me
                                    Telling her she deserved better than me
                                             Because, it’s her emotions
                                                      It’s her beliefs,
                                                               She’s loves me
                                                      And she certainly deserved better
                                    To be able to tell me when things weren’t fair
                           To tell me when/if her feelings changed.  That she was strong enough or if she needed help.  That she deserved a chance to see if she could help me if she wanted to, which it turns out she did, in any way she could.  She deserved to make up her own mind and tell me when she foresaw a problem.  And then the chance to make recommendations upon; to help me to work with her to solve any problem that potentially appeared. She deserved more.  Far, far more than I gave her.  

So it then appears, that by my belief that she deserved more than me. I made decisions on my own and in turn proved she deserved more than what I gave her.

Now I can only hope,
She'll return
and I'm not sure I deserve her.
But I hope she still feels I do.