Showing posts with label despair. Show all posts
Showing posts with label despair. Show all posts

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Belief in a Time of Tyrannical Uprising




Deadbeat. hero. superstar
celebrity. glimmer. fear
beads a luster all its own
remaining strong when strong
is but emotions faked thus far.

Skylines still react in varicosity
blues, red, purples-grey tint,
reframed the dominion of the
filamentary induced dead-set
dichotomy

In a vast expanse of what remains,
the stars rear their eternity and
rub our wounds with infectious
salves

While fecundity is still in this singe-scarred deck,
for such a card to place its lead, upon what wisdom
would one tread, in days where norms live long—where soil’s been
but a lonely place—one to solely sow remains left dead

Caveat emptor, everywhere—a fact reminded daily of—
whence amalgams blur the liens seared of/between, sheltered discordance and cacophonous distends—a time, not infrequent to view, the twitch-work toggling of a forefingers dysfunctional bond—split in symmetry

The Carcajous, dwindle as do all—left in diminished stature, living
through instinctive tracts alone—where uncountable has been the distance between what stands today and the lost state of retraction

as do the phylum’s dreadful laws of diminished return—cajoling the sensory into dream—left dwindled by verisimilitude and the undressed harnessing of questions idling

Flesh, is flesh, where despite the previous epochs of ill-sown in bigotry, the stains of time, has lost it’s bias, differentiating only between those with pulse and those in whom hope’s long since been redacted from—where spondees lilt in trails left in ruins, scourging fully about—in the unshackled fetters inherently implied, in the sinful constructs of man—exacerbating the still-born tragedies breathed into the these ever-wandering tribes—characterized fully by the ravenous hunger, mirrored only by the exsanguinated  shells they’ve become.
Deadbeat. For lack a better term
starlit still…are the hope-filled eyes of children,
our own and those we’ve been blessed to tend
hero…each day, somehow, our status is reaffirmed—

Never illustrating the sheer terror each second spawns,
ever only moving in trails that bridge each gap of safety, together in what we only hope to remain unbreakable links of a most frail chain…

In their gaze…you see their relief, belief…you witness the idolization they imprint upon, unto you…Stares you choke back the tear’s an unkind reality offers…yet, these children represent a future, one you believe cannot exist, but they believe—

And this is something you are not willing to watch become replaced—and in such, you push forward, hiding back pessimistic posturing, choking back the deluge of tears…somehow, this reason for being…becomes enough…to deceive yourself…(into the ever-outstretched arms of a faith…you can’t believe you ever chose to ignore…)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Flowers of Despair: A tribute of sorts


“Into a garden I have grown”

Filled with thorns I’ve viewed as thrones,
Upon lavender and lettuce I do sit,
In a palace of malcontent,
The hours wide
The passage went

Jonquil sent yet petals dried return
Shells of almonds seeping aloe’s ooze
The note attached,

Where x is all you were willing to supply
As you thrust love’s dagger through my side

Fingers scurry for anything else
Just something to continue the delusion alive
‘twas when the Asphodel caught my eye,
         To which I couldn’t cry, only mutter, “soon dear friend I shall accept that penance clean”

Love lies bleeding. everywhere
To which I stand a-daze for each the hour seized.
Agape—
 I stand in stare

The Cypress of the delphinium, prophesized
 That death, like the creeping willow—
In acceptance of Viscarias whispered dance,
 Transcends—
 Both space
And time

The witch’s spell of hazel has since gone dry

Saturday, February 19, 2011

A Tactile Understanding

Tonsils swollen
Tongue bitten
Words fail to appear
Yet in my throat they are still,

Their tone, once violent,
Has now repealed,
They blame epiglottis
As the lungs expand
In disillusion
Towards an effort, a goal
Whose breath shall not breathe the scent of air

Skin ashen to sight,
To touch, smooth despite the pattern,
The softness reveals,

As the hands clasp my wrist,
Exerting warmth,
Your attempt to comfort,
Your way to console,
Yet when fingers quickly unlatch
And your body rigors in repeal
A point I’ve feared for very long,
A coldness, bloodless feeling, I’ve often dwelled upon